I'm so tired. Mentally and physically. I'm tired of everything, of everyone. I just want to sleep (not die, just sleep) and stay in the worlds of my dreams. Life is just more exuberant and enjoyable there than here in reality. I just hate the majority of the people I meet everyday. In my dreams I can be anything, anyone, anywhere. I can do anything I want, without restriction if I wanted. Unlike here where I feel so bound to the little things that get taken out of proportion by others, I try to make everyone happy and in doing so I make myself unhappy because I feel like I can't enjoy the things in life as much all the time. I just want to be able to see my friends like I used to, I just want to do the things that I want to do without always feeling like someone is going to chastise me over every little thing. I'm just so fucking tired.